“How would you like to live here?” He said,
As we walked through that dumpy neighborhood
Of run down trailers and dogs on chains
And I thought for a second about what he was saying
He wasn’t being judgy,
he was just trying to cheer me up
about my own life,
and that’s when I realized that it doesn’t really matter
where you come from or where you live
It’s about how much hope you have
The truth is those people in the sunken in roofs
and the leaning plywood shacks
might be happier than I am
they might be more fulfilled than me
walking down the street
In my free people t-shirt
and designer jeans
Because really we’re all the same
and we’re all stuck on the same morbid planet
Some of us just have hope that things will change
or that things will be different or better someday
And so we look at life through those eyes
and not what is daunting,
depressing,
or working against us
And I had been feeling particularly hopeless that day
like I had been stuck on the same spoke
on the same wheel
going nowhere
for years
So I said
you know what?
I would gladly live in those dumpy homes
if it meant that I had hope
if it meant that I would wake up every single day
happy to see the sunrise
and watch my kids play
That would be enough
if my heart was still full of dreams
if my soul woke up with the expectation
that things can change
that things WILL change
and if I believed
that there is still beauty
here for me
I’ve been thinking about that question ever since
and how if there is anything that the world needs
it is hope
not new houses
or cleaned up neighborhoods or more welfare money
it needs HOPE
I need hope
Like the kind that a child has in the worst of situations
still believing that life will get better
things will get easier
and that someday they will have the life they deserve.
Believing that no matter how bad or awful or hard things get
they can always, always get better
and they can always improve.
That’s the beauty of what Christ did
and what love does in our hearts
when we show up late and empty and depleted
to his table.
It shows up on our worst days,
when our most valiant efforts have been bored through
with doubt and hopeless depression
and we are tired
from all our failed offerings to the world
and it whispers “there’s more,
things will get better”
I’ve come to believe that hope is the most amazing gift
the hottest commodity in the world
and that no matter where we go or where we live
or what we are surrounded with
If we have hope,
we have everything
for it is hope
that makes us rich.